Tuesday, December 01, 2009
I struggled with my post tonight - I wrote and deleted it twice - it just wasn't enough.
Before going to bed I checked my phone and found a text from IG. I laughed aloud and immediately found the muse I needed to make my convoluted point.
IG: A legend say you - to me you are more of a tall tale.
ME: It's ironic; yet as much as I'm touted a Legend, this trip has made me feel more a failure than a success.
All this wasted energy. My firm may appreciate what I've achieved, but I still haven't got what I want - or perhaps, sometimes, as the song intones, even what I need.
The trick maybe accepting I never will. Maybe that's why I feel I really don't belong here….
Thanks for understanding me Ian, I hope the migrane headache after was well worth the effort :)