Friday, November 14, 2008
I broke the back of love for you
Twisted like a pretzel I am.
Stress manifests as an ache in my jaw that seems to last for about 5 days.
The chemist looks at me with suspicion as I ask for codeine laced ibuprofen - well not in so many words, but you get the idea; I need the strong stuff.
As the ache subsides, people become more tolerable, but the drugs only take the edge off.
I'd give anything to worry a bit more while I was awake; clenching teeth in my sleep - I hate being a hypocrite to my subconscious; even if it's only once a year or so.
If not for this - what would life throw at me for a little serenity?
I feel tomorrow will see me in a better place :)